How do you do it? I mean. How's it even possible, when everyone around you's telling you that you're good and deserving and worthy and bullshit like that when it's the hardest thing for you to believe for yourself, what's it take for that to suddenly work and flip the switch and you can stop hating yourself for a few minutes?
I don't know if you know how to do that. It just seems impossible.
And I'm not really avoiding you or anything. I don't think I am. Maybe I am. I'm more afraid that if I open my mouth in front of you again I'm just going to make things worse.
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Date: 2017-04-16 04:45 am (UTC)How do you do it? I mean. How's it even possible, when everyone around you's telling you that you're good and deserving and worthy and bullshit like that when it's the hardest thing for you to believe for yourself, what's it take for that to suddenly work and flip the switch and you can stop hating yourself for a few minutes?
I don't know if you know how to do that. It just seems impossible.
And I'm not really avoiding you or anything. I don't think I am. Maybe I am. I'm more afraid that if I open my mouth in front of you again I'm just going to make things worse.
But I can give it a try, I guess. If you want to.
- Jeremy