WTL - CR log - August 2017

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Imparter Artemeas Irisiclaw Best friend. Hatchnames shared. Wouldn't know what to do without, but I'm fair certain I don't help her a bit. Wish I were someone she could count on, instead of a mess what she bears.	Xanthous Moirail. Hatchnames shared. He's done so much for me. Hope I can be to paying back. He doesn't admit, but we both know i'm the reason he ain't healed more over. That aside, he's been making good strides.	Peter Vincent A friend. Wish he'd let others see the good up in him. I shouldn't be all this kind of invested. Trying not to help.
Bertie Wooster A friend. Uncle. He's family, even if we ain't never talk nothing serious. He found out who I am and instead of turning tail, he let me in like I got being any manner deserving. I'm grateful for him.	Guardian Aletheia Treewyrm Things is always complicated between us. I fumble speaking to her far more than I don't. I still got this fear in my by what happened. But I'm trying to keep my head abouts. I care for her too much not to try again.	Jane Shepard Hatchname taken without no asking. Kismesis. Formerly ex-kismesis. Shit's honest and open now. Yet I hold back thinking she'll rip it away. Foolish. Because damn if it ain't feel fucking great to get claws in someone what I ain't feel sorry about.
Meulin Leijon Not my Meulin. Stupid when she can't never be Meulin when I'm only half being Beforan. Still, she's as close as what I might get to having my old friends from that world back.	Justin Law What the fuck am I supposed to do with this motherfucker? He gravitates, then reflects, then fucking destroys all what's around, and hurts them I care for. Got to stop trying to help. Too much like what I was.	Gamzee Makara Descendant. Brother. Alternate of Ancestor. Friend? He's a destiny tied up with that of the Lord of Destruction. Even more than thought. He can't never know this.
Jasper Hale An ally. Fellow empath of sorts. He understands shit what others don't. I hope this don't backfire.	Stephen Strange Tends for trouble, but has music and is willing to share it. Wants to be left alone, despite this. It ain't his problem if he's one of the few I've known what might get what shit was like.	John Watson The most paranoid motherfucker I've ever been at to meet, which speaks a fucking lot. Hates me, probably. Tries doing right and wants to help but accepts none. Wants to be left alone. Don't know how to feel by him and not just because he's blocked me out.
Pokey Minch A kid, but one what gets things. Means well for this world and doesn't falter. Might be one of the few I ain't steered off.	Jeremy Fitzgerald Tried to help him, but shit went poor. Can't remember enough to recall what's been said. Wants to disappear at times and I withdrew for that reason. Not sure if it's safe to get involved no more.	Phillip Gray A good person. More guilt in him than he ought to take on, but he's been minding his own well. Gets more flack from the rainbowdrinker than ought to be. Maybe jumps on ahead of what he ought to be in his ownself though.
Alice Cullen Railed against Phillip and stirred a mess up by that. Heard me out, but not exactly willing. Helped me despite. I'm grateful, but not sure if I trust or not. Maybe with time.	Sherlock Holmes A catalyst. Turned our peace to shit. He means well by John by ain't sure it's enough for me. His presence by the rest of ours is a dangerous combination.	D Looks after the goats whenever all I can't. Anyone what looks after the goat family is being some sort good.
Ienzo Assisted in reliving the Lord's vision for me. Has my gratitude. Does a lot for the meadous.	Bucky Barnes Alternate of a friend. Almost thought I wouldn't mind that but he seeks to disappear, like Jeremy did. I can't help him. I can't stop him.	Waspfire Only troll what ain't made part of our circle fated. Terrified of me perpetual, for reasons natural I suppose. Has gained some nerve in being able to threaten me should I harm her dear ones, but little more.
Zephyr A Miracle Guardian. My Miracle Guardian. A good kid what I seek to protect. May they never know what shit I did.	Fovos Fellow Fear. A Miracle Guardian. Fear and me, we kick the shit legit. Carnival bound. Found my matesprit for me and keeps my gratitude eternal.	Miwa A Miracle Guardian. Very kind. Means well. Tried to help me, but I'm far too fucked up for that.
Neophyte Redglare My Would-Have-Been Partner. And more. Alternate to an old friend. Ancestor to Aletheia and Terezi. I wish I knew what the fuck to say or do as could possibly make shit right.	Terezi Pyrope My Matesprit. My best girl. The one what up and saved me. Hatchnames shared, naturally. We've been at through it all together. We'll be at through it all in our future to come.	Horta A Miracle Guardian. Digs the beach. Fun what to chill by.
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