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[carnagecarnival]

 
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Small panicking Disciple

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Okay what am I even supposed to do

Is that our your Psiionic? Xanthous? Mituna?

Re: Small panicking Disciple

[carnagecarnival]

it's our mituna :o)
DEAREST DARLING STARSHINE BELOVED
honk honk honk honk

AIN'T NOTHING AT OF WORRY
nothing what to get worry on for
CAN HANDLE THIS
can be at to talk to him
:o)

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Who talk to him

Me or you
cause last time I tried that he said my death wasn't good enough as an apology

so you understand my reluctance

[carnagecarnival]

I CAN.
he's hurt
YOU KNOW THAT
but if i can be all of changing mind on you, he certainly up and can.
I HAD NOTHING WHAT TIES TO PASTS WITH YOU AS LIKE I DID OF SIGNLESS
but you have past at with him
YOU WERE HIS FRIEND
his family
EVENTUALLY HE'S GOING AT TO MISS
i'm sure of this

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

I do understand
I just
I'm pretty sure he wants nothing to do with me and its harder to avoid him here

[carnagecarnival]

CAN TAKE IT SLOW
can let him know you're trying
YOU DIDN'T DO NO WRONG
i up and did
AND I KNOW I CAN MAKE CLEAR ON THAT
all means while, just keep chill
SAY HI IF ALL YOU PASS OR SOMETHING
ain't like you can just fucking disappear
DOUBT HE REALLY WANTS THAT DEEP DOWN ANYWAY
if he gets fuss up over it, well, that's what i'm being motherfucking here for

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

>Right. Thanks.

[carnagecarnival]

THIS WILL WORK OUT
i promise

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Don't make promises you can't keep Okay.

[carnagecarnival]

WOULDN'T PROMISE IF AT I COULDN'T.
i'm a stuborn motherfucker too, remember.
:o)

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Yeah you're ridiculous
I know that much

[carnagecarnival]

HONK honk HONK honk

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

CLOWNS

[deafscythe]

Are there traditional anniversary gifts for moirails? I want to get Terezi something.

[Nevermind that Justin still feels like he's not doing a very good job with this romantic relationship thing. The indigo is the only troll who might give him anything like a clear answer (Waspfire and Justin don't get along well).]

[carnagecarnival]

[Is this who he thinks it is? It can't be. There ain't no motherfucking way this being right and correct on abouts as his oculars perceive.]

WHOA
uh
YOU SURE YOU WANT ON TO BE ASKING MY ASS?

[Though he supposes Justin can't right proper know, it's still strange. Both to be asked and that it's Justin doing the asking.]

ain't you asked her or none?

[deafscythe]

In some human cultures, each anniversary has a specific material associated with it. For example, the first year of a partnership traditionally requires a gift of paper.

You seem like someone who would be able to educate me on Alternian traditions, without ruining the surprise.

[carnagecarnival]

[Shit. Did it really? He hadn't even known.

And then there's Justin laying complement like he'd know fuck all. How is he supposed to explain that he really ain't the most knowledgeable on such things. He barely knows what lingo's making proper for high and low.]

FAR AS I'M TO BE KNOWING
we ain't got no rules on paper or none
WE LIVE A LONG TIME, US HIGHBLOODS, I AIN'T FIGURE IT WOULD MAKE SENSE FOR US TO
would run out of ideas.

WAY THIS BROTHER UP AND MOTHERFUCKING FIGURES
best gift would be being to do a good proper jam
AND HASH OUT WHAT THINGS IS NEEDING WORKING UP ON
you feel me?
REALLY BE MAKING SWEET ON THEM
that's how i'd kick it.

BUT QUADRANT JEWELLRY'S BEING NICE TOO
could make to be pretty much anything.

KINDA FROM TIMES WHAT'S FAR FROM HERS
so shit may have got a change done.

[deafscythe]

[He was a troll once he knows how indigios sort of work. Weird clown voodoo priest magic. He was also sort of expecting that highbloods would have lots of weird complicated romance ceremonial expectations.

A feelings jam is not what Justin's up for. He doesn't like feelings jams.]

Thank you for the advice.

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Does she really still not know?
I told her who our Terezi was to me the first day I arrived here!

[carnagecarnival]

course she don't know
WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE NEED ON FOR KNOWING
they's different terezis
IT AIN'T GOT NONE TO DO WITH HER

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

It has everything to do with her
It affects how you treat her doesn't it?
It affects how I treat her at least
And she knows that
And look we're still friends
Teasing me and things

Wouldn't you want to know?

[carnagecarnival]

no
IT MOTHERFUCKING DOESN'T
i'm treating her just the same as i would
IF SHE WAS A STRANGER WHAT I GOT NEW MEETING ON FOR
she ain't my matesprit
AND I AIN'T GOING TO ACT LIKE SHE IS
so why the fuck does it matter?

I WOULD FEEL FUCKING SORRY FOR THE UNFORTUNATE FUCKS WHAT GOT FANCYING ALTERNATE OF ME
i know it wouldn't happen none
BECAUSE I CULL THEM

besides, i ain't keeping a secret
SHE WANTS TO ASK WHAT MY QUADRANTS WAS BEING ABOUT SHE CAN GO RIGHT THE FUCK AHEAD

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

That's impossible to do! Because we know what Terezis are like She's not my moirail and not your matesprit but it doesn't mean she doesn't remind you and me of her! It's impossible to look at her and not treat her with more fondness because we pitied another version of her Even if I pity her for utterly different reasons now, even if I like her for who she is and not who she resembles, can you really Nefur mind. Don't tell her, go ahead with keeping something she'd want to know from her. And don't fool yourself with thinking she doesn't ask because she doesn't care. She doesn't ask because she nefur suspects she might have been in them.

[carnagecarnival]

so fucking what if she makes reminding
SHE REMINDS OF THE NEOPHYTE TOO
that don't mean i got to spill what history the neophyte and i got
IT DON'T MEAN I'D NEED SPILLING OF OUR TEREZI
similar traits might blind as easily as guide
SO I FIGURE HER DIFFERENT
i go about it like i'm meeting her new
WHICH I DID
cause she
WANTS
being separate from all the other shes

I WILL TELL THE DAY SOME FUCKER ASKS ME
her or otherwise
AND NOT A GODDAMN DAY SOONER
because it ain't they's business
BECAUSE IF IT AIN'T ASKED, IT AIN'T IMPORTANT

i don't pity her
AIN'T FEEL THE NEED TO SUGGEST I WOULD
keep making like i'm the motherfucking bad guy if you want it
BUT I AIN'T SEE THIS HURTING HER EVEN IN SLIGHTEST BIT
you ever consider it's being cause you're pale at her that you might figure your own pains or longing is something she ought to know?

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

If I knew who that was, I'm sure that would make a lot more sense. But yes, she's obviously different but Nefur mind. NEFUR. MIND. She knows exactly how I feel about the Terezi from Panem. And she knows she doesn't feel this way about me. And she has a moirail. And I'm not in the business of trying to break up quadrants. I told Justin that. For the record he didn't believe me either. He hates me now and tried to forbid me to speak to her. I'm fully capable of keeping my ill-fated feelings to myself thank you!