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[carnagecarnival]

 
The Initiate | 1338 Pound Cake Lane

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[carnagecarnival]

I UH
i don't lose people well
WHEN AS WE TALKED AFTER GETTING TO BE LOSING MITUNA
i was actually kind of high as fuck on morphling
CAUSE SOME MOTHERFUCKER WAS BEING AT TO STOP ME FROM
well
YOU CAN GUESS, PROBABLY
i've been trying for better
MOSTLY IT'S BEEN WORKING
:o(

which is getting me back to saying
SUCH NOISE WOULD MAKE FAR MORE A COMFORT IF I AND ME WASN'T BEING SO CALAMITOUS BY THEM WHAT'S YOU
maybe i should've warned her
THOUGH, SEEING THERE'S ANOTHER OTHER YOU WHAT'S THERE
she may be looked the fuck after all the same

THE NEOPHYTE'S UP IN THAT ONE I THINK
the one what's making night all the time
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN
takes all things on down to sense singular
VOICE AIN'T HEARD
presence ain't felt
BUT IT'S MOTHERFUCKING SOMETHING
and if as zephyr and your new guardian is being to collaborate we may see one another again yet

HONK
can't decide if at i'm jealous or not haha
I AIN'T ACTUALLY BEEN TO THAT ONE YET
it looks beautiful
PERHAPS TRY ON AT TO BE REMEMBERING THAT AIN'T THE SORT NO SEADWELLER WOULD BE DARING SET FOOT IN
far too near the earth, that
COURSE, THAT MIGHT JUST BRING UP MY KIND IN THOUGHT BUT IT'S WORTH A SHOT
give some time and you may find yourself even fond

I AM... UNCERTAIN BY WHAT'S THE MEADOUS
we've gotten all sorts what's new as of late, which you're being to know
THE FEAR IS RUNNING THICK AND NONE OF THEM WISH FOR HELP, ONLY TO TEAR SHIT DOWN
it's starting to motherfucking get to me
SOUNDS RIDICULOUS CONSIDERING ALTERNIA WAS FULL OF ALL THE MORE PEOPLE WORSE THE FUCK OFF
but the circumstances is different
I'M DIFFERENT
getting harder to tell if it's being like how shit truly up and is or if i'm blinding myself this way
THINK IT MIGHT BE THE LATTER, FOR THE IDEA THE MEADOUS COULD GET TO BE COMING APART
that terrifies
I AIN'T IN SPOT WELL ENOUGH TO BE SAYING AS WHAT'S TRUTH
but i want to believe despite that it's all to be well

THANK YOU FOR THE PAINTING
i can't show you no place new or special, but perhaps the meadous can make about some familiarity

-KURLOZ

[As promised, he paints her the meadow, all flowers and colorful mushrooms blooming vibrant in his splattery mostly abstract style. He tries to make more realistic for her, just because she likes that better.]

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

So you didn't tell her?
Why am I not surprised
It didn't seem my place but

Either way, I'm sure she'll figure it out
Maybe we're fated to meet
But it doesn't meet that you're always going to be awful for me
We figured that shit out
Eventually
I don't
Nefur mind this is far too heavy talk for this letter

[And slightly too reminiscent of her talks with Terezi for comfort]

I think the Meadous will bounce back.
We always did before
Even with Dustin and Justin being
themselves

But I know it's hard to see people who just don't want to listen
Who don't want help
It reminds me of someone purrhaps
I don't know if my methods are exactly helpful
Considering it was to keep trying until one day that worked out I guess?
At home it was keep trying until someone tries to kill you
So

Best of luck with that
I always figured the Meadous was pretty calm though
I enjoyed the relative peace
Ridiculous arguments not withstanding

It's pretty calm here honestly
The walls are made for drawing on
Everyone paints on everything
I think you'd enjoy it
I'm thoroughly done with the rain though
I look like a drowned squeakbeast

[carnagecarnival]

of course not :o(
SISTER WAS BOTHERED ENOUGH UP AS IS
what was i supposed to say?
"THE ALTERNATE OF ME THAT IS ALSO BEING MOTHERFUCKING ME CURRENTLY
may have had feelings red for you which is giving all sorts of implication as for now
BUT YOU AIN'T NEED TO WORRY ON THAT CAUSE I GOT A MATESPRIT
but you might need to worry because i've made as all to ruin your life twice
BUT NOT BY ME CAUSE IM MOTHER FUCKIN BETTER NOW"?
what the fuck
THAT IS THE ONLY RESPONSE AS COULD BE BEING THE HAPS FOR ANY OF THAT
it is complicated enough up in this nug of mine and im actually being to understand the shit

SORRY
for making veering to things you ain't want for i mean

I SUPPOSE THAT'S BEING SO
i'd like to think that

I KNOW YOU'RE TEASING ME BY THE BY
i know you're meaning me
LEAST SOME BIT
honk
THAT'S THE THING THOUGH, DON'T YOU KNOW?
i got thought that what worked by me ought to be doing so for all everyone else
BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH, LIKE I'M STILL MISSING SOMETHING INHERENT
i don't fucking know
WASN'T UP AND MADE FOR THIS SHIT

thanks
THE PEACE WAS STRANGE AT FIRST
but i've come to be fond of it
HAVING SANCTUARY
place to be
AND HAVING YOU AND MITUNA AND TEREZI WASN'T HURTING NEITHER
nice to simply be

WAS THINKING I WOULD LIKE IT TOO UP UNTIL YOU GOT ON SAYING ABOUT THAT RAIN
haha honk
I LIKE MY FACE BEING WHERE IT UP AND IS
none of that melting noise
COULD DO WHAT SOME OF THEM MOTHERFUCKERS IN THE CAPITOL DID
they had at them
MOTHERFUCKIN
fuck, i forget what they's called
THEY GOT THE STICK WHAT'S TO HELD AND IT'S MAKING LIKE SHELTER PORTABLE
you know what i'm meaning yeah?
YOU SHOULD MAKE ONE OF THEM

you should also send me picture of that so as at i'm having something what to get a good chuckle on over ;o)
ALWAYS NEED MORE HUMOR TO BE HAD