carnagecarnival | We The Lost Mailbox

THANKS.

UP ON THE TITLE NOISE I'M TO MEAN.

[Vagueness was not had. She did ask.

It makes more and less sense. It's an awful ruinous experience he relived and even if the voice he heard telling him to stop wasn't technically her own, it still feels better to know it stopped him.

Yet the rest doesn't make her feel any better. Was it really a good thing to do if it left him this way? She wants to offer company, maybe painting or just hanging out, but she's not sure she wants to see his face when he feels half there, half lost, half numbed. She's not sure she could be at all understanding.]

If you say it wasn't a mistake, alright.
But I'm beginning to think you don't really know what mistakes are.
Since 'not losing yourself completely' has been seen as a victory state.
And the state of no one being hurt is sort of a lie, since you were hurt by it.

But alright.
I'm glad you got understanding at least, Mediator

HEH.
NO.
I AIN'T STAYING THIS WAY.

YOU REMEMBER ZEPHYR FIXED MY VOICE, YEAH?
THAT WAS VOODOO SCARRING
OUR GUARDIAN CAN FIX SCARRING
NOT LOSING MYSELF MEANS I'M STILL ABLE TO ASK
MEANS I CARE TO
THAT'S EVERYTHING WHAT'S AS NEEDED TO HEAL

TOLD YOU I KNEW WHAT AT TO DO NOW
HONK :o)
YOU WAIT SISTER
I'M GOING TO MAKE A MOTHERFUCKING MIRACLE

You better be making some mewracles because this is not a state that I feel comfortable admitting you are in to anyone else!

See
I know you will probably be fine if Zephyr helps you
But 'I know what I'm doing' is probably the least 'I will be fine' way to put it

AIGHT FIRST
THAT IS JUST RUDE IS WHAT IT'S AT TO BE
WHEN ALL HAVE PLANS MINE GONE SOUR FOR THINGS AS ANYBODY COULD HELP?
HOLDING OFFENSE AM I.
:oT

SECOND, I WARNED ON THIS TO BE A BIG DEAL AND ALL I'D BE MAKING BACK TO PROPER BEING SHORT
AND THAT'S WHAT ALL I'M DOING
HONK
DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SPILL OR NONE UTIL A SISTER ASKED.
I DID GOOD.
I OUGHT BE SPARED OF SCOLDING.

You almost froze to death in the ocean
That was before the wishes started going all south on us, if you recall

And I'm not scolding
Not meowch
Just a little.

Sorry.

THAT WAS ONE TIME :o(

[The apology honest makes him feel guilty, truth be told.]

IT'S FINE.

I GUESS I'D BE WORRIED TOO.

No I'm doing the thing where I overstep again
You're a grown troll with a grown moirail and you can make all the choices you want :PP
No matter how sometimes ill advised I might find them

If you need any time to just hang out and not do anything, you know where to find me.
I got some paint and chalk during that gifting spree.
Though my place might be covered in paint already.

HONK.
AIGHT.

I'M DEFINITELY WANTING TO BE ALL ABOUT THAT NOISE SHORTLIKE.
A WHOLE LOT OF MOTHERFUCKING NOTHING IS SOUNDING TO BE THE BUSINESS WHERE AT I'M BEING AT.
:o)

You can't laugh at any of the other gifts I got either :PP

[There's a part that's scratched over a few times and pretty much indecipherable but it continues past that]

I'm glad people came through for your title.

ASKING A CLOWN NOT TO BE GETTING HIS LAUGH ON. SOME FOOLISHNESS THAT.

I'M SURE WHAT YOU HAVE IS ALL WELL AND LEGIT BY YOU.

[But the scratching out does give him pause.]

THANKS. BUT

ARE YOU ALRIGHT?

It just gave me stuff to think about is all

And I will expect a clown not to laugh
There's what I'm told is a purrbeast toy among it
Zephyr has your sense of humor I'm guessing :||
I'd worry they have your sense of recklessness but I think the whole of the Meadous has that in spades

[It's no motherfucking riddle. He knows what she's thinking for. It would be harder to understand if he hadn't gone through this already.]

AIN'T VERY GOOD AT THINKING UP TITLES TRUTH BE TOLD. BUT I'M DETERMINED. TOOK ME AND MY BROTHER HOURS ON HIS AND WE WASN'T GIVING UP BACK THEN. JUST SOMETHING MAYBE FOR THOUGHT OF YOU.

HAH.
GOOD.
PROUD OF THE KID. ;o)

THAT IS TRUE TOO, I THINK.
YOU ACT YOURSELF SOME VOICE OF REASON BUT I KNOW.
I KNOW YOU, SISTER.

[What are you talking about, she is so stealth shush ]

Wow how rude!
I am the very voice of reason around here
Meowstly
At least with Zephyr

I ran into Treewyrm when she was researching her title.
Guardian wasn't a stretch to make.
I figured she'd go with it back when she told me the trees called her that.
I think it was the rest that threw her.

MEOWSTLY.
WITH ZEPHYR.
;o)

SHE MENTIONED UPON IT AT TO ME TOO.
I TOLD HER WHAT AT HORTA WAS SPEAKING TO ME.
THAT ALL THESE TITLE BITS AND THINGS WE'S CALLED IS MAKING UP PARTS.
BROUGHT AN OLD NAME AT TO HER, SOMETHING TO INSPIRE MAYBE.

IS THAT WHAT THROWS YOU?
THEM OTHER BITS?

:PP

Hmn
No
Not the other bits
I never did the other bits.
It's the main bit.

I talked to Terezi about it.

GOOD.
GLAD YOU'RE STILL BEING TO TAKE CARE AS LIKE THAT.

MIGHT HELP, PERHAPS
I NEVER DID THIS MANY NEITHER
BUT I GET THE WISH, THE NOW, THE PASTS TIED UP
IT'S HARD TO DIVIDE ONE'S OWNSELF UP INTO A WORD

BUT I GUESS IF I WERE TO PUT ONE THING TO YOU
IT'S HOW YOU SEEK MAKING GOOD OF EVERYTHING
AND EVERYONE
WORKING TIRELESS EVEN IF TIRED YOU BE
NEVER DID FORGET YOU REACHING OUT
NEVER FORGOT ALL THEM WAYS YOU HELPED BEFORE YOU EVEN FUCKIN LIKED ME
A HEALER, OF SORTS
STEADY AS A MOTHERFUCKING HEARTBEAT
THAT'S WHAT I FIGURE

Of course.
She helps.
Even far away she helps.

And thanks
It's silly
I should have asked around before but I was all worried
I even TOLD Treewyrm that it's hard to see what fits your ownself
But I'm better at giving advice than taking my own

MAYBE IT'S I WHAT OUGHT BE RATTING YOU OUT TO HER AN INSTANCE ONCE
TELL HER TO BE TELLING YOU TO TELL YOUR OWNSELF ALL UP ON THAT SHIT
HONK

AIN'T A THING, SISTER.

I will rat you out to her!
About something.
I'll think of something
:PP

Time to add more books to my already sizable portion of books
That is another thing you can't laugh at
How many books I have in here