I don't think I'm still hurting. It's different. Like I liked her but then I saw all the problems in her mind by accident. And I've talked to her. And it's all different. She's got flaws and problems all her own, a different sort of pitiable. but i know she'd think it's just me seeing her for the same so I guess that's why I was so upset
And I don't like hiding things from her. I didn't have to tell her but I wanted to. Needed time away from her to mourn losing my own terezi before I could be her friend and i needed her to understand why I did. And now it's okay. She knows and I know she knows.
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Date: 2015-12-18 08:53 pm (UTC)It's different.
Like I liked her but then I saw all the problems in her mind by accident. And I've talked to her.
And it's all different.
She's got flaws and problems all her own, a different sort of pitiable.
but i know she'd think it's just me seeing her for the same
so I guess that's why I was so upset
And I don't like hiding things from her. I didn't have to tell her but I wanted to. Needed time away from her to mourn losing my own terezi before I could be her friend and i needed her to understand why I did. And now it's okay. She knows and I know she knows.