i'm surprised as to see you writing to me, truth be told. BUT IT AIN'T ABOUT ME SO I'LL HOLD TONGUE ON SUCH NOISE.
i know some of what all she's gone through, natural. I KNOW MUCH OF THE WORST WHAT THE MEADOUS HAS GONE THROUGH. but i can't talk about it. AT SOME POINT, I AIN'T SURE WHEN, I JUST GOT DECIDING I WASN'T GOING TO SPILLING ILL BY NOBODY. and as much as all you both may hate to hear, she's a lot like you up in at least one respect. ALETHEIA DOES NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING. feeling fears like i do doesn't mean being let in. MOST OF THE TIME I HAVE TO LET THEM ALL AROUND SIMPLY BE AND SHE'S ONE OF THEM.
it wasn't small though. AIN'T NONE OF IT'S HARDLY EVER SMALL BY NOBODY. if i may attempt to illuminate, our meadous had gotten quiet for some time. THE LOT OF US GOT A ROUTINE WHAT GOT COMFORTABLE. you're new, and you're fighting up against almost all of that. NOT EVERYONE'S KNOWING IF AT WE CAN TRUST YOU YET ALL THE WHILE. and then bringing all what things is sore for such motherfuckers up into the mix, shit makes calamitous in a pan. ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE OF US WHAT AIN'T NEVER GOT KNOWING WHAT SAFE UP AND IS BEFORE BEING HERE. we don't want to lose that, even to threats what we build up in our minds.
I CAN'T SPEAK FOR HER. mirth knows i've put my foot in my maw enough times late. BUT I THINK AS LIKE IF SHE THOUGHT YOU OUGHT TO BE DEAD TRULY, SHE'D TAKE CARE OF SUCH NOISE HER OWNSELF EVEN IF IT VILIFIED HER. and she ain't being to do that. (WOULDN'T LET IT HAPPEN ANYWAY. but i don't think she would.)
SHE'S NEVER GOING TO LIKE UPON THE DOCTOR BIT. but she might find you've got more at to you, if such things come align. EVERYONE'S JUST SCARED HERE, JOHN. that's all what we is. IF YOU GIVE A SHIT ON ABOUT ANY OF THAT BUSINESS, I'D ADVISE GIVING HER TIME. maybe eventually even saying half of this to her. AND YEAH, IT MIGHT HELP KEEPING THE DOCTOR BIT TO THE WAYSIDE IF YOU'RE REAL SET. if only because she can be stubborn as raging lusus she can. BUT MIRTH KNOWS I CAN UNDERSTAND NOT TRYING NOR WANTING TO HIDE NO BIT OF YOURSELF.
i'm sorry i didn't come in defensive like i ought to have. I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIGURE THE FUCK OUT AS WHERE TO STAND WITH YOU THAT YOU'RE PREFERENTIAL TO. aletheia herself can bind me, in an entirely other way as well, not to mention my own business of docterrorists. BUT IT'S A WEAK EXCUSE AND I KNOW IT.
i'll try and talk to her. CAN'T SAY HOW WELL IT'LL BE BEING TO GO BUT I'LL SEE ABOUT IT. and if you're alright by it, i can pass along that you had no intent for upset and are willing to make covert by her.
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Re: April 15th - Evening
Date: 2017-04-16 01:52 am (UTC)i'm surprised as to see you writing to me, truth be told. BUT IT AIN'T ABOUT ME SO I'LL HOLD TONGUE ON SUCH NOISE.
i know some of what all she's gone through, natural. I KNOW MUCH OF THE WORST WHAT THE MEADOUS HAS GONE THROUGH. but i can't talk about it. AT SOME POINT, I AIN'T SURE WHEN, I JUST GOT DECIDING I WASN'T GOING TO SPILLING ILL BY NOBODY. and as much as all you both may hate to hear, she's a lot like you up in at least one respect. ALETHEIA DOES NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING. feeling fears like i do doesn't mean being let in. MOST OF THE TIME I HAVE TO LET THEM ALL AROUND SIMPLY BE AND SHE'S ONE OF THEM.
it wasn't small though. AIN'T NONE OF IT'S HARDLY EVER SMALL BY NOBODY. if i may attempt to illuminate, our meadous had gotten quiet for some time. THE LOT OF US GOT A ROUTINE WHAT GOT COMFORTABLE. you're new, and you're fighting up against almost all of that. NOT EVERYONE'S KNOWING IF AT WE CAN TRUST YOU YET ALL THE WHILE. and then bringing all what things is sore for such motherfuckers up into the mix, shit makes calamitous in a pan. ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE OF US WHAT AIN'T NEVER GOT KNOWING WHAT SAFE UP AND IS BEFORE BEING HERE. we don't want to lose that, even to threats what we build up in our minds.
I CAN'T SPEAK FOR HER. mirth knows i've put my foot in my maw enough times late. BUT I THINK AS LIKE IF SHE THOUGHT YOU OUGHT TO BE DEAD TRULY, SHE'D TAKE CARE OF SUCH NOISE HER OWNSELF EVEN IF IT VILIFIED HER. and she ain't being to do that. (WOULDN'T LET IT HAPPEN ANYWAY. but i don't think she would.)
SHE'S NEVER GOING TO LIKE UPON THE DOCTOR BIT. but she might find you've got more at to you, if such things come align. EVERYONE'S JUST SCARED HERE, JOHN. that's all what we is. IF YOU GIVE A SHIT ON ABOUT ANY OF THAT BUSINESS, I'D ADVISE GIVING HER TIME. maybe eventually even saying half of this to her. AND YEAH, IT MIGHT HELP KEEPING THE DOCTOR BIT TO THE WAYSIDE IF YOU'RE REAL SET. if only because she can be stubborn as raging lusus she can. BUT MIRTH KNOWS I CAN UNDERSTAND NOT TRYING NOR WANTING TO HIDE NO BIT OF YOURSELF.
i'm sorry i didn't come in defensive like i ought to have. I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIGURE THE FUCK OUT AS WHERE TO STAND WITH YOU THAT YOU'RE PREFERENTIAL TO. aletheia herself can bind me, in an entirely other way as well, not to mention my own business of docterrorists. BUT IT'S A WEAK EXCUSE AND I KNOW IT.
i'll try and talk to her. CAN'T SAY HOW WELL IT'LL BE BEING TO GO BUT I'LL SEE ABOUT IT. and if you're alright by it, i can pass along that you had no intent for upset and are willing to make covert by her.
- MEDIATOR IZZEKIEL