disciplewhomsignlessloves: (But hold me fast; Hold me fast)
The Disciple ♌ ([personal profile] disciplewhomsignlessloves) wrote in [personal profile] carnagecarnival 2017-01-19 09:35 pm (UTC)

[Vagueness was not had. She did ask.

It makes more and less sense. It's an awful ruinous experience he relived and even if the voice he heard telling him to stop wasn't technically her own, it still feels better to know it stopped him.

Yet the rest doesn't make her feel any better. Was it really a good thing to do if it left him this way? She wants to offer company, maybe painting or just hanging out, but she's not sure she wants to see his face when he feels half there, half lost, half numbed. She's not sure she could be at all understanding.
]

If you say it wasn't a mistake, alright.
But I'm beginning to think you don't really know what mistakes are.
Since 'not losing yourself completely' has been seen as a victory state.
And the state of no one being hurt is sort of a lie, since you were hurt by it.

But alright.
I'm glad you got understanding at least, Mediator

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