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carnagecarnival) wrote2015-01-06 05:44 pm
carnagecarnival) wrote2015-01-06 05:44 pm
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The Initiate | 1338 Pound Cake Lane
The Initiate | 1338 Pound Cake Lane
[ it's hard to really come up with something to say to all that - even with things that sound all too familiar to him, having an "other self" and not being so separated with them in the end, that's something he's more than familiar with. but things are still tense, he doesn't want to say anything he shouldn't. ]
Izzekiel,
If it's not possible, it's not possible. But I guess pretending's a thing that can work.
You don't have to say anything you don't want to either. Don't want to make things harder than they already are.
Can't sign. But I can bring my journal. Might be easier to write shit down first instead of blurting things out accidentally. If you're up for it, that could work.
- Jeremy
Izzekiel,
If it's not possible, it's not possible. But I guess pretending's a thing that can work.
You don't have to say anything you don't want to either. Don't want to make things harder than they already are.
Can't sign. But I can bring my journal. Might be easier to write shit down first instead of blurting things out accidentally. If you're up for it, that could work.
- Jeremy
jeremy
CAN'T TELL YOU IF IT IS. but yeah, pretending and minding what things is being like to keep one here, it's almost like being to like i figure.
I AIN'T MIND TALKING. it gets quiet up in the meadous sometimes.
BUT A JOURNAL, THAT'S BEING LEGIT. all well and good by that. WHATEVER'S WORKING AT FOR YOU, BROTHER.
- izzekiel
CAN'T TELL YOU IF IT IS. but yeah, pretending and minding what things is being like to keep one here, it's almost like being to like i figure.
I AIN'T MIND TALKING. it gets quiet up in the meadous sometimes.
BUT A JOURNAL, THAT'S BEING LEGIT. all well and good by that. WHATEVER'S WORKING AT FOR YOU, BROTHER.
- izzekiel
Izzekiel,
I can work on that at least. If it works for you, maybe it'll work for me too.
I'll stop by sometime. Gather up the nerve. But only if you want to. I know you said you needed your time and space and I don't want to be barging in on you when you don't want to see me.
Journal's nothing much. Just helps to write shit down sometimes. Keeping some important things in it for reminders. Just thought I'd mention it if neither of us were up for talking about it.
- Jeremy
[ the bottom of the note has a bright blue painted pawprint smudged on it. ]
I can work on that at least. If it works for you, maybe it'll work for me too.
I'll stop by sometime. Gather up the nerve. But only if you want to. I know you said you needed your time and space and I don't want to be barging in on you when you don't want to see me.
Journal's nothing much. Just helps to write shit down sometimes. Keeping some important things in it for reminders. Just thought I'd mention it if neither of us were up for talking about it.
- Jeremy
[ the bottom of the note has a bright blue painted pawprint smudged on it. ]
Mediator Izzekiel Piedsoul,
I apologize if this is inappropriately familiar, but I thought it might be wise to follow up on your mental state after we unearthed those memories of your previous life. Are you finding you've accomplished what you set out to do by reliving them? And are you able to comfortably reconcile having memories that span two lifetimes?
I ask because it's something I've dealt with as well, albeit to a much lesser degree, and I find it can be disorienting at times. Again, I don't mean to assume more familiarity than we have, but if it's something you'd like to talk about, it's something with which I'm at least passingly familiar.
If there's anything further I can help you with, please feel free to let me know.
-Ienzo
I apologize if this is inappropriately familiar, but I thought it might be wise to follow up on your mental state after we unearthed those memories of your previous life. Are you finding you've accomplished what you set out to do by reliving them? And are you able to comfortably reconcile having memories that span two lifetimes?
I ask because it's something I've dealt with as well, albeit to a much lesser degree, and I find it can be disorienting at times. Again, I don't mean to assume more familiarity than we have, but if it's something you'd like to talk about, it's something with which I'm at least passingly familiar.
If there's anything further I can help you with, please feel free to let me know.
-Ienzo
| [He laughs when he gets the note, loud and unashamedly.] not flirting SURE GOT LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE LOT OF NOT FLIRTING all being to match as with this not letter AND YOUR NOT BEING SO FUSSED AS TO BE SENDING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE in case of possible not feeling NOT FLIRTING. honk honk :o) |
Hey you
I'm alright!
I guess I got unlost there for a bit?
But I'm in willowhispers
I've been here before when the walls went down and we all got flung about? You remember?
I met the other Mituna here
He's not here now but
It's very damp
I miss the weather in the Meadous
Ugh I'm going to be really upset if you all lost all that syrup I had made
Please tell me you're still there actually
I didn't lose a bunch of time right?
Shit I have no idea
-Meulin
I'm alright!
I guess I got unlost there for a bit?
But I'm in willowhispers
I've been here before when the walls went down and we all got flung about? You remember?
I met the other Mituna here
He's not here now but
It's very damp
I miss the weather in the Meadous
Ugh I'm going to be really upset if you all lost all that syrup I had made
Please tell me you're still there actually
I didn't lose a bunch of time right?
Shit I have no idea
-Meulin
oh messiahs
OH MIRTH
meulin. MUELIN, meulin. I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE BACK THERE OR GONE OR MOTHERFUCKING
[He can't. He can't detail that further. It's been on his mind the past few days when he hasn't been busy tearing it apart or finding new trial.]
it's been a few days. ONLY A FEW MOTHERFUCKIN NIGHTS UP IN THIS AS TO BE MAKING GONE FOR.
lydian, the other indigo, got for leaving. THEN YOU AND THE HUMAN MEULIN UP IN UNISON. no one else so far thoughmy kismesis ex-kismesis Shepard from Panem was making to show.
MIRTH, MEULIN. got my gladness on legit to be seeing this. KNOWING YOU WELL. i still ain't no good at this. I CAN'T LOSE PEOPLE. i can't lose you.
I CAN TRY AND SEE ON WHAT'S LEFT OF THE SYRUP NOISE. i ain't sure anything as what was being in your hive will be about still. I CAN GET ABOUT WHATEVER YOU WISH.
i ain't told terezi yet. I COULDN'T GET THE GUMPTION UP FOR IT LIKE I WAS DOING LAST TIME. perhaps for the best. SHE WON'T NEED MAKE ON NO WORRY NOW.
i hope i'll see you soon. HONK.
-kurloz
OH MIRTH
meulin. MUELIN, meulin. I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE BACK THERE OR GONE OR MOTHERFUCKING
[He can't. He can't detail that further. It's been on his mind the past few days when he hasn't been busy tearing it apart or finding new trial.]
it's been a few days. ONLY A FEW MOTHERFUCKIN NIGHTS UP IN THIS AS TO BE MAKING GONE FOR.
lydian, the other indigo, got for leaving. THEN YOU AND THE HUMAN MEULIN UP IN UNISON. no one else so far though
MIRTH, MEULIN. got my gladness on legit to be seeing this. KNOWING YOU WELL. i still ain't no good at this. I CAN'T LOSE PEOPLE. i can't lose you.
I CAN TRY AND SEE ON WHAT'S LEFT OF THE SYRUP NOISE. i ain't sure anything as what was being in your hive will be about still. I CAN GET ABOUT WHATEVER YOU WISH.
i ain't told terezi yet. I COULDN'T GET THE GUMPTION UP FOR IT LIKE I WAS DOING LAST TIME. perhaps for the best. SHE WON'T NEED MAKE ON NO WORRY NOW.
i hope i'll see you soon. HONK.
-kurloz
You didn't freak out I hope?
I figured you'd be worried but
Mewtuna helped I hope?
I'm sorry the human Meulin left
It was
Interesting
She was interesting
I'm sure she's happy to be home though
She wasn't like us, she didn't have nothing to go home to
I think
And don't worry too much about the syrup
I was just being annoyed about losing that work
But honestly does it matter
I've lost more than just syrup
I'll miss the sentimental things most
I had all of Terezi's letters
And all the things I've gotten over the sweeps
I still have some things here but it's not the same?
I'm writing Terezi, no worries
Now I have to write letters to everyone
I figured you'd be worried but
Mewtuna helped I hope?
I'm sorry the human Meulin left
It was
Interesting
She was interesting
I'm sure she's happy to be home though
She wasn't like us, she didn't have nothing to go home to
I think
And don't worry too much about the syrup
I was just being annoyed about losing that work
But honestly does it matter
I've lost more than just syrup
I'll miss the sentimental things most
I had all of Terezi's letters
And all the things I've gotten over the sweeps
I still have some things here but it's not the same?
I'm writing Terezi, no worries
Now I have to write letters to everyone
UH
i didn't murder nobody
OR HURT ANYONE ELSE AS ALL BY THAT
mituna helps i just
I DIDN'T WANT TO BE TELLING HIM IMMEDIATE EITHER
interesting
YEAH
it's good she's happy
AND SAFE
she's well and deserving upon all that
SHE MISSED HER FAMILY
she didn't have at for me in her world
OR DIDN'T KNOW ON ME ANYWAY
so there won't be no missing misplaced up at least for her
PERHAPS INQUIRING BY THE GUARDIAN MAY WORK
or i can ask of zephyr
I CAN'T SEE AS ALL WHAT'S BEING YOURS IS BEING UNLOST WITH YOU
that ain't would be making sense
BUT UP AT LEAST WE CAN WEAVE ABOUT SOME SHIT WHAT'S NEW
always got the future
GOOD
she'll want to know you've gotten moved about
IT'S LESS THAN IDEAL FOR CERTAIN
but writing was a sort of specialty yours was it not?
WRIT AND ART AS LIKE ME
some distance is far superior than what's being too much
i didn't murder nobody
OR HURT ANYONE ELSE AS ALL BY THAT
mituna helps i just
I DIDN'T WANT TO BE TELLING HIM IMMEDIATE EITHER
interesting
YEAH
it's good she's happy
AND SAFE
she's well and deserving upon all that
SHE MISSED HER FAMILY
she didn't have at for me in her world
OR DIDN'T KNOW ON ME ANYWAY
so there won't be no missing misplaced up at least for her
PERHAPS INQUIRING BY THE GUARDIAN MAY WORK
or i can ask of zephyr
I CAN'T SEE AS ALL WHAT'S BEING YOURS IS BEING UNLOST WITH YOU
that ain't would be making sense
BUT UP AT LEAST WE CAN WEAVE ABOUT SOME SHIT WHAT'S NEW
always got the future
GOOD
she'll want to know you've gotten moved about
IT'S LESS THAN IDEAL FOR CERTAIN
but writing was a sort of specialty yours was it not?
WRIT AND ART AS LIKE ME
some distance is far superior than what's being too much
Why did you attack Shep? That wasn't very nice.
[There is such disappointment, Izzy.]
[There is such disappointment, Izzy.]
[He knew it was coming. He has reasons. But that ain't change that now that it's actually making happenstance, the disappointment from Zephyr is one of the worst fucking rounds of upset he's gotten. Not for any particular freaking out but mere up by Zephyr's good favor being sullied. This is a terrible day.]
JANE SHEPARD ISMY KIS MY EX MY KISMESIS. even though she's human. SOMEHOW. she keeps up anyway. I REACTED INSTINCTIVE AND WANTING FOR A STRIFE BY HER INSTEAD OF MAKING NOTICE BY YOU FIRST. i ain't going to make nice by her since that ain't what we do by such patterns of romance. BUT UP IN RETROSPECTIVES I'M GLAD YOU'VE A READINESS AND MEANS AS ALL FOR STOPPING ME FOR THEM AS AIN'T KNOWN TO BE A KISMESIS MINE. i ain't got the best control at times. AS LIKE NOW WHEN AT I OUGHT TO HAVE MADE TELL AT YOU FIRST. my apologies, kid. I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND AS ALL THIS IS GOING AT TO BE A THING OF FUTURE BY SHE AND ME.
and on speaking of she, i feel i ought to tell you. JANE SHEPARD IS THE WORST GODDAMN THING WHAT CAN HAPPEN TO A FAIR FUCKING FEW. don't let her be at to be telling you down. SHE AIN'T KNOW SHIT AND GOES BY WHAT GETS HER WAY. stay firm by her if you got to be listening. TAKE CARE, KID.
JANE SHEPARD IS
and on speaking of she, i feel i ought to tell you. JANE SHEPARD IS THE WORST GODDAMN THING WHAT CAN HAPPEN TO A FAIR FUCKING FEW. don't let her be at to be telling you down. SHE AIN'T KNOW SHIT AND GOES BY WHAT GETS HER WAY. stay firm by her if you got to be listening. TAKE CARE, KID.
RIGHT
harmless gaffs
DEFINITELY NOT FLIRTING
and continuing to motherfucking do so
HONK
honk
HONK
honk
:oD
WELL
so far i ain't apt to say i disapprove
harmless gaffs
DEFINITELY NOT FLIRTING
and continuing to motherfucking do so
HONK
honk
HONK
honk
:oD
WELL
so far i ain't apt to say i disapprove
Edited 2017-04-26 00:09 (UTC)
[It takes a little bit for them to reply back.]
Thank you for telling me why it happened. I think it's still kind of scary to see, but I understand this is how you show your love for each other. I know you want to fight and it feels really good, but I will stop you if either of you are going to kill each other.
I'm sorry, Izzy, but I can't let you do that, even if you both agree to it. I can't. =:(
I can let you fight, though. Please make sure you don't hurt anyone else or break anyone else's property, though. Then I'll have to step in again.
Love,
Zephyr
Thank you for telling me why it happened. I think it's still kind of scary to see, but I understand this is how you show your love for each other. I know you want to fight and it feels really good, but I will stop you if either of you are going to kill each other.
I'm sorry, Izzy, but I can't let you do that, even if you both agree to it. I can't. =:(
I can let you fight, though. Please make sure you don't hurt anyone else or break anyone else's property, though. Then I'll have to step in again.
Love,
Zephyr
[That, at least, he can clarify.]
a good kismesis won't kill a partner. NO MATTER HOW INFURIATING. you want your kismesis to challenge you and to keep strong. YOU WANT AS ALL TO BE ABLE TO DO THE SAME AT BY THEM IN ALL MEANS OF HATE ROMANTIC. can't happen if at they're dead.
THERE WAS A TROLL. carourser. SHE WAS UP IN THE SUBJUGGLATORS WITH ME. had a pitch crush. BUT IT WENT ALL WRONG AND SHE GOT RILED AND TRIED TO MAKE CULL OF ME. she wasn't a good kismesis and so it wasn't so.
MY FUTURE GOT ABOUT SOME NOISE WITH A MOTHERFUCKER CALLED THE SUMMONER BUT I AIN'T THINK THAT WAS PROPER GOOD NEITHER. most things at with me wasn't. BUT I THINK THIS ONE MIGHT BE GOOD. maybe. WE AIN'T ALWAYS BEING TO COMMUNE THE BEST. but i'm being willing to try again.
POINT IS, AIN'T NO KILLING OUGHT TO BE MAKING THE HAPS. so hopefully, you ain't got to worry up about that.
I'M SORRY FOR SCARING YOU. i'll be at to be doing my best making sure none of that other rowdy business is getting about.
-IZZEKIEL
a good kismesis won't kill a partner. NO MATTER HOW INFURIATING. you want your kismesis to challenge you and to keep strong. YOU WANT AS ALL TO BE ABLE TO DO THE SAME AT BY THEM IN ALL MEANS OF HATE ROMANTIC. can't happen if at they're dead.
THERE WAS A TROLL. carourser. SHE WAS UP IN THE SUBJUGGLATORS WITH ME. had a pitch crush. BUT IT WENT ALL WRONG AND SHE GOT RILED AND TRIED TO MAKE CULL OF ME. she wasn't a good kismesis and so it wasn't so.
MY FUTURE GOT ABOUT SOME NOISE WITH A MOTHERFUCKER CALLED THE SUMMONER BUT I AIN'T THINK THAT WAS PROPER GOOD NEITHER. most things at with me wasn't. BUT I THINK THIS ONE MIGHT BE GOOD. maybe. WE AIN'T ALWAYS BEING TO COMMUNE THE BEST. but i'm being willing to try again.
POINT IS, AIN'T NO KILLING OUGHT TO BE MAKING THE HAPS. so hopefully, you ain't got to worry up about that.
I'M SORRY FOR SCARING YOU. i'll be at to be doing my best making sure none of that other rowdy business is getting about.
-IZZEKIEL
Edited 2017-04-26 01:19 (UTC)
:o?
honk
WHY THE MOTHERFUCK WOULD FAMILIARITY BE GETTING UP OVER TO BEING TOO MUCH? was you what got being involved up anyways. OUGHT TO BE ASKING YOU IF AS IT'S BEING FINE AND WELL.
but yeah, shit's accomplished. I KNOW HOW THE VISION WAS MAKING TO DO IT'S DAMAGE. i've asked of zephyr ability to heal any such things like it. SHOULD IT GIVE UNTO SECOND OCCURRENCE, I'LL BE ABLE TO TAKE WHAT ALL I'VE LEARNED WHILST UNDOING THE DAMAGE LEFT. that's what's being most important.
AS FOR RECONCILLIATION, IT AIN'T SO MUCH AN ISSUE FOR ME.
i got to meet my other self before, the one what got being... affected. DESPITE IT, HE GOT TO HELPING ME OUT BY SOMETHING SIMILAR. taken from me was my tongue and will, just not everything about me as like that. I AIN'T THINK HE REALLY FELT ON ANYTHING. but his help got on mattering at to me all the same, especially since it got his ass made gone. MY GRATITUDE CARRIED ON INTO WISHING I COULD REMEMBER. live for us both, you dig? GET US THAT SECOND CHANCE SOMEHOW. got my chance when them frogs was being the haps. IT'S DIFFERENT NOW SEEING AS I CAN'T THINK HIM A DIFFERENT MOTHERFUCKER AS FROM ME. but it is a thing what i was wanting for.
IT CLASHES SOMETIMES. my worlds were different. RESPONSES DIFFERENTIATING. talked different then. LITTLE SHIT, MOSTLY. but i guess im a sorts used to that too. BEING DIFFERENT FROM MY OWNSELF. having parts and fractures, things as come out more in some times than in others. I AIN'T MADE THE SAME AS OTHERS IS. mostly it's just meaning more of me. DAYMARES HAVE TAKEN A MOTHERFUCKING TURN FOR CERTAIN BUT I CAN HANDLE SUCH. and then i got a familiarity by the signless prior. THAT MOTHERFUCKER WAS GETTING ALL KINDS OF UNRIGHTEOUS BUSINESS IN THAT NUG.
i really ain't mind no asking up about shit. IF ANYONE EVER WAS BEING IN WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ALL THEY'D HAVE TO DO FOR IS TO ASK. only shit i make not to tell is what everyone else's fears is being. HONK.
good to hear someone's getting it all the same. NO NEED FOR WORRY NONE THOUGH.
-mediator izzekiel piedsoul
honk
WHY THE MOTHERFUCK WOULD FAMILIARITY BE GETTING UP OVER TO BEING TOO MUCH? was you what got being involved up anyways. OUGHT TO BE ASKING YOU IF AS IT'S BEING FINE AND WELL.
but yeah, shit's accomplished. I KNOW HOW THE VISION WAS MAKING TO DO IT'S DAMAGE. i've asked of zephyr ability to heal any such things like it. SHOULD IT GIVE UNTO SECOND OCCURRENCE, I'LL BE ABLE TO TAKE WHAT ALL I'VE LEARNED WHILST UNDOING THE DAMAGE LEFT. that's what's being most important.
AS FOR RECONCILLIATION, IT AIN'T SO MUCH AN ISSUE FOR ME.
i got to meet my other self before, the one what got being... affected. DESPITE IT, HE GOT TO HELPING ME OUT BY SOMETHING SIMILAR. taken from me was my tongue and will, just not everything about me as like that. I AIN'T THINK HE REALLY FELT ON ANYTHING. but his help got on mattering at to me all the same, especially since it got his ass made gone. MY GRATITUDE CARRIED ON INTO WISHING I COULD REMEMBER. live for us both, you dig? GET US THAT SECOND CHANCE SOMEHOW. got my chance when them frogs was being the haps. IT'S DIFFERENT NOW SEEING AS I CAN'T THINK HIM A DIFFERENT MOTHERFUCKER AS FROM ME. but it is a thing what i was wanting for.
IT CLASHES SOMETIMES. my worlds were different. RESPONSES DIFFERENTIATING. talked different then. LITTLE SHIT, MOSTLY. but i guess im a sorts used to that too. BEING DIFFERENT FROM MY OWNSELF. having parts and fractures, things as come out more in some times than in others. I AIN'T MADE THE SAME AS OTHERS IS. mostly it's just meaning more of me. DAYMARES HAVE TAKEN A MOTHERFUCKING TURN FOR CERTAIN BUT I CAN HANDLE SUCH. and then i got a familiarity by the signless prior. THAT MOTHERFUCKER WAS GETTING ALL KINDS OF UNRIGHTEOUS BUSINESS IN THAT NUG.
i really ain't mind no asking up about shit. IF ANYONE EVER WAS BEING IN WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ALL THEY'D HAVE TO DO FOR IS TO ASK. only shit i make not to tell is what everyone else's fears is being. HONK.
good to hear someone's getting it all the same. NO NEED FOR WORRY NONE THOUGH.
-mediator izzekiel piedsoul
| I AM NOT TOO YOUNG TO KNOW THAT THAT IS HOOFBEASTSHIT you got your mother fuckin pale flirt on with me just motherfucking fine if you ain't recall AIN'T NOTHING WRONG WITH FEELINGS MOTHERFUCKER ain't no ill in getting them longings up in TO PROVE SOME FUCKER WRONG AND MAKE VICTORIOUS UP ABOUT IT revel up in the antagonizing return EVEN IF IT DON'T GO NOWHERE, IT'S MOTHERFUCKING FUN so what i'm thinking THAT MEANS it's a whole lot of something afterall HONK ;o) |
Thank you. I just want to make sure everyone feels safe in the Meadous.
-ZEPHYR
[Izzy will find his punishment lifted at this point. Away goes the sign. And away goes his personal force field against and for Shep.]
-ZEPHYR
[Izzy will find his punishment lifted at this point. Away goes the sign. And away goes his personal force field against and for Shep.]
Glad to know you hold yourself to a high standard I suppose
And really, Mituna has eyes
He'd probably figured it out when my hive went missing
[There's an awkward bit here where she's not sure how to reply to Meulin not having a Kurloz. Awkward city. She settles on this reply. ]
She's still young and if past holds true, they'll cross paths some day.
I doubt a Meulin and a Nepeta exist without the rest of everyone.
Us Leijons need our friendships.
I can write and paint to you as well as I did to her.
It just won't be the same.
It's never the same with Terezi and it won't be the same with you.
Maybe I'll start doing what I did with Terezi.
I sent her a whole big fruit from the jungle one time.
And flowers.
I don't think this place does seasons
Or at least I can't figure out what they might be.
Then again I don't even know if all these worlds do normal sorts of day night cycles
Isn't there one that's always night?
Anyways
This place is big on art at least
So there's no shortage of art supplies.
Though there's so much water
I could do without the water ://
I hope things are okay in the Meadous
-Meulin
[Below is a sketch of the swamp, as if outside her door. It's done in shades of green and brown with the occasional bright pop of neon or brick red.]
And really, Mituna has eyes
He'd probably figured it out when my hive went missing
[There's an awkward bit here where she's not sure how to reply to Meulin not having a Kurloz. Awkward city. She settles on this reply. ]
She's still young and if past holds true, they'll cross paths some day.
I doubt a Meulin and a Nepeta exist without the rest of everyone.
Us Leijons need our friendships.
I can write and paint to you as well as I did to her.
It just won't be the same.
It's never the same with Terezi and it won't be the same with you.
Maybe I'll start doing what I did with Terezi.
I sent her a whole big fruit from the jungle one time.
And flowers.
I don't think this place does seasons
Or at least I can't figure out what they might be.
Then again I don't even know if all these worlds do normal sorts of day night cycles
Isn't there one that's always night?
Anyways
This place is big on art at least
So there's no shortage of art supplies.
Though there's so much water
I could do without the water ://
I hope things are okay in the Meadous
-Meulin
[Below is a sketch of the swamp, as if outside her door. It's done in shades of green and brown with the occasional bright pop of neon or brick red.]
I UH
i don't lose people well
WHEN AS WE TALKED AFTER GETTING TO BE LOSING MITUNA
i was actually kind of high as fuck on morphling
CAUSE SOME MOTHERFUCKER WAS BEING AT TO STOP ME FROM
well
YOU CAN GUESS, PROBABLY
i've been trying for better
MOSTLY IT'S BEEN WORKING
:o(
which is getting me back to saying
SUCH NOISE WOULD MAKE FAR MORE A COMFORT IF I AND ME WASN'T BEING SO CALAMITOUS BY THEM WHAT'S YOU
maybe i should've warned her
THOUGH, SEEING THERE'S ANOTHER OTHER YOU WHAT'S THERE
she may be looked the fuck after all the same
THE NEOPHYTE'S UP IN THAT ONE I THINK
the one what's making night all the time
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN
takes all things on down to sense singular
VOICE AIN'T HEARD
presence ain't felt
BUT IT'S MOTHERFUCKING SOMETHING
and if as zephyr and your new guardian is being to collaborate we may see one another again yet
HONK
can't decide if at i'm jealous or not haha
I AIN'T ACTUALLY BEEN TO THAT ONE YET
it looks beautiful
PERHAPS TRY ON AT TO BE REMEMBERING THAT AIN'T THE SORT NO SEADWELLER WOULD BE DARING SET FOOT IN
far too near the earth, that
COURSE, THAT MIGHT JUST BRING UP MY KIND IN THOUGHT BUT IT'S WORTH A SHOT
give some time and you may find yourself even fond
I AM... UNCERTAIN BY WHAT'S THE MEADOUS
we've gotten all sorts what's new as of late, which you're being to know
THE FEAR IS RUNNING THICK AND NONE OF THEM WISH FOR HELP, ONLY TO TEAR SHIT DOWN
it's starting to motherfucking get to me
SOUNDS RIDICULOUS CONSIDERING ALTERNIA WAS FULL OF ALL THE MORE PEOPLE WORSE THE FUCK OFF
but the circumstances is different
I'M DIFFERENT
getting harder to tell if it's being like how shit truly up and is or if i'm blinding myself this way
THINK IT MIGHT BE THE LATTER, FOR THE IDEA THE MEADOUS COULD GET TO BE COMING APART
that terrifies
I AIN'T IN SPOT WELL ENOUGH TO BE SAYING AS WHAT'S TRUTH
but i want to believe despite that it's all to be well
THANK YOU FOR THE PAINTING
i can't show you no place new or special, but perhaps the meadous can make about some familiarity
-KURLOZ
[As promised, he paints her the meadow, all flowers and colorful mushrooms blooming vibrant in his splattery mostly abstract style. He tries to make more realistic for her, just because she likes that better.]
i don't lose people well
WHEN AS WE TALKED AFTER GETTING TO BE LOSING MITUNA
i was actually kind of high as fuck on morphling
CAUSE SOME MOTHERFUCKER WAS BEING AT TO STOP ME FROM
well
YOU CAN GUESS, PROBABLY
i've been trying for better
MOSTLY IT'S BEEN WORKING
:o(
which is getting me back to saying
SUCH NOISE WOULD MAKE FAR MORE A COMFORT IF I AND ME WASN'T BEING SO CALAMITOUS BY THEM WHAT'S YOU
maybe i should've warned her
THOUGH, SEEING THERE'S ANOTHER OTHER YOU WHAT'S THERE
she may be looked the fuck after all the same
THE NEOPHYTE'S UP IN THAT ONE I THINK
the one what's making night all the time
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN
takes all things on down to sense singular
VOICE AIN'T HEARD
presence ain't felt
BUT IT'S MOTHERFUCKING SOMETHING
and if as zephyr and your new guardian is being to collaborate we may see one another again yet
HONK
can't decide if at i'm jealous or not haha
I AIN'T ACTUALLY BEEN TO THAT ONE YET
it looks beautiful
PERHAPS TRY ON AT TO BE REMEMBERING THAT AIN'T THE SORT NO SEADWELLER WOULD BE DARING SET FOOT IN
far too near the earth, that
COURSE, THAT MIGHT JUST BRING UP MY KIND IN THOUGHT BUT IT'S WORTH A SHOT
give some time and you may find yourself even fond
I AM... UNCERTAIN BY WHAT'S THE MEADOUS
we've gotten all sorts what's new as of late, which you're being to know
THE FEAR IS RUNNING THICK AND NONE OF THEM WISH FOR HELP, ONLY TO TEAR SHIT DOWN
it's starting to motherfucking get to me
SOUNDS RIDICULOUS CONSIDERING ALTERNIA WAS FULL OF ALL THE MORE PEOPLE WORSE THE FUCK OFF
but the circumstances is different
I'M DIFFERENT
getting harder to tell if it's being like how shit truly up and is or if i'm blinding myself this way
THINK IT MIGHT BE THE LATTER, FOR THE IDEA THE MEADOUS COULD GET TO BE COMING APART
that terrifies
I AIN'T IN SPOT WELL ENOUGH TO BE SAYING AS WHAT'S TRUTH
but i want to believe despite that it's all to be well
THANK YOU FOR THE PAINTING
i can't show you no place new or special, but perhaps the meadous can make about some familiarity
-KURLOZ
[As promised, he paints her the meadow, all flowers and colorful mushrooms blooming vibrant in his splattery mostly abstract style. He tries to make more realistic for her, just because she likes that better.]
So you didn't tell her?
Why am I not surprised
It didn't seem my place but
Either way, I'm sure she'll figure it out
Maybe we're fated to meet
But it doesn't meet that you're always going to be awful for me
We figured that shit out
Eventually
I don't
Nefur mind this is far too heavy talk for this letter
[And slightly too reminiscent of her talks with Terezi for comfort]
I think the Meadous will bounce back.
We always did before
Even with Dustin and Justin being
themselves
But I know it's hard to see people who just don't want to listen
Who don't want help
It reminds me of someone purrhaps
I don't know if my methods are exactly helpful
Considering it was to keep trying until one day that worked out I guess?
At home it was keep trying until someone tries to kill you
So
Best of luck with that
I always figured the Meadous was pretty calm though
I enjoyed the relative peace
Ridiculous arguments not withstanding
It's pretty calm here honestly
The walls are made for drawing on
Everyone paints on everything
I think you'd enjoy it
I'm thoroughly done with the rain though
I look like a drowned squeakbeast
Why am I not surprised
It didn't seem my place but
Either way, I'm sure she'll figure it out
Maybe we're fated to meet
But it doesn't meet that you're always going to be awful for me
We figured that shit out
Eventually
I don't
Nefur mind this is far too heavy talk for this letter
[And slightly too reminiscent of her talks with Terezi for comfort]
I think the Meadous will bounce back.
We always did before
Even with Dustin and Justin being
themselves
But I know it's hard to see people who just don't want to listen
Who don't want help
It reminds me of someone purrhaps
I don't know if my methods are exactly helpful
Considering it was to keep trying until one day that worked out I guess?
At home it was keep trying until someone tries to kill you
So
Best of luck with that
I always figured the Meadous was pretty calm though
I enjoyed the relative peace
Ridiculous arguments not withstanding
It's pretty calm here honestly
The walls are made for drawing on
Everyone paints on everything
I think you'd enjoy it
I'm thoroughly done with the rain though
I look like a drowned squeakbeast
of course not :o(
SISTER WAS BOTHERED ENOUGH UP AS IS
what was i supposed to say?
"THE ALTERNATE OF ME THAT IS ALSO BEING MOTHERFUCKING ME CURRENTLY
may have had feelings red for you which is giving all sorts of implication as for now
BUT YOU AIN'T NEED TO WORRY ON THAT CAUSE I GOT A MATESPRIT
but you might need to worry because i've made as all to ruin your life twice
BUT NOT BY ME CAUSE IM MOTHER FUCKIN BETTER NOW"?
what the fuck
THAT IS THE ONLY RESPONSE AS COULD BE BEING THE HAPS FOR ANY OF THAT
it is complicated enough up in this nug of mine and im actually being to understand the shit
SORRY
for making veering to things you ain't want for i mean
I SUPPOSE THAT'S BEING SO
i'd like to think that
I KNOW YOU'RE TEASING ME BY THE BY
i know you're meaning me
LEAST SOME BIT
honk
THAT'S THE THING THOUGH, DON'T YOU KNOW?
i got thought that what worked by me ought to be doing so for all everyone else
BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH, LIKE I'M STILL MISSING SOMETHING INHERENT
i don't fucking know
WASN'T UP AND MADE FOR THIS SHIT
thanks
THE PEACE WAS STRANGE AT FIRST
but i've come to be fond of it
HAVING SANCTUARY
place to be
AND HAVING YOU AND MITUNA AND TEREZI WASN'T HURTING NEITHER
nice to simply be
WAS THINKING I WOULD LIKE IT TOO UP UNTIL YOU GOT ON SAYING ABOUT THAT RAIN
haha honk
I LIKE MY FACE BEING WHERE IT UP AND IS
none of that melting noise
COULD DO WHAT SOME OF THEM MOTHERFUCKERS IN THE CAPITOL DID
they had at them
MOTHERFUCKIN
fuck, i forget what they's called
THEY GOT THE STICK WHAT'S TO HELD AND IT'S MAKING LIKE SHELTER PORTABLE
you know what i'm meaning yeah?
YOU SHOULD MAKE ONE OF THEM
you should also send me picture of that so as at i'm having something what to get a good chuckle on over ;o)
ALWAYS NEED MORE HUMOR TO BE HAD
SISTER WAS BOTHERED ENOUGH UP AS IS
what was i supposed to say?
"THE ALTERNATE OF ME THAT IS ALSO BEING MOTHERFUCKING ME CURRENTLY
may have had feelings red for you which is giving all sorts of implication as for now
BUT YOU AIN'T NEED TO WORRY ON THAT CAUSE I GOT A MATESPRIT
but you might need to worry because i've made as all to ruin your life twice
BUT NOT BY ME CAUSE IM MOTHER FUCKIN BETTER NOW"?
what the fuck
THAT IS THE ONLY RESPONSE AS COULD BE BEING THE HAPS FOR ANY OF THAT
it is complicated enough up in this nug of mine and im actually being to understand the shit
SORRY
for making veering to things you ain't want for i mean
I SUPPOSE THAT'S BEING SO
i'd like to think that
I KNOW YOU'RE TEASING ME BY THE BY
i know you're meaning me
LEAST SOME BIT
honk
THAT'S THE THING THOUGH, DON'T YOU KNOW?
i got thought that what worked by me ought to be doing so for all everyone else
BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH, LIKE I'M STILL MISSING SOMETHING INHERENT
i don't fucking know
WASN'T UP AND MADE FOR THIS SHIT
thanks
THE PEACE WAS STRANGE AT FIRST
but i've come to be fond of it
HAVING SANCTUARY
place to be
AND HAVING YOU AND MITUNA AND TEREZI WASN'T HURTING NEITHER
nice to simply be
WAS THINKING I WOULD LIKE IT TOO UP UNTIL YOU GOT ON SAYING ABOUT THAT RAIN
haha honk
I LIKE MY FACE BEING WHERE IT UP AND IS
none of that melting noise
COULD DO WHAT SOME OF THEM MOTHERFUCKERS IN THE CAPITOL DID
they had at them
MOTHERFUCKIN
fuck, i forget what they's called
THEY GOT THE STICK WHAT'S TO HELD AND IT'S MAKING LIKE SHELTER PORTABLE
you know what i'm meaning yeah?
YOU SHOULD MAKE ONE OF THEM
you should also send me picture of that so as at i'm having something what to get a good chuckle on over ;o)
ALWAYS NEED MORE HUMOR TO BE HAD
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